wife [appreciation]

it's true as people said that our destiny is already preordained by Allah.

something we couldn't expect and couldn't much control.

and life goes on for each one of us.

~~~

it was June 26th 2017. 

i married a woman i barely knew before.

barely talked, or even met.

just sometimes, noticed she stepped out from her car at work.

just a glimpse,

and then, nothing much.

but yet, we tied the knot.

it just happened like the old chapter in a book just being flipped away,

and a new one opened.

and the chapter can be totally unexpected, and somehow thrill us the most.

~~~

8 month of marriage.

i couldn't ask Allah more.

yes i'm grateful married to the right woman.

accepting me as who i am.

my wife.
i cannot promise you wealth, nor guaranty you a primrose path along our journey.
but i'll give my all just to make you stay beside me.
in time of ease and difficulty.
i cannot promise not to disappoint you sometimes, in time of flaws and forgetfulness,
but i'll make sure your heart never shatter into pieces,
let it be just like the calm water surface,  wavy after being blew by the breeze

my wife.
the times will come,
when my skin will be wrapped with only wrinkles,
when my memories start to fade away day by day like mist of sprinkles,
when my eyes can only perceive  lights that shine so bright,
i hope Allah wont change our heart even the slightest.
may we still recognize each other while others wont. at least.

my wife.
our marriage is a lifelong commitment.
in time we hurt, let we bow low to earth,
pray to Allah so that hold our heart firm,
in time we lost, let be each other's guidance,
so that we keep reminiscing our promises,
and smile to our paved memories.

and to allah i ask.
even death do us apart on the earth,
let you be mywife in the heaven.

#tilljannah