P.E.R.S.E.P.S.I

kusut. pernah tak? merungkaikan segumpal simpulan benang? tiada tahu pangkal hujung. serabut penuh kusut. akhirnya. samaada kita menemukan punca.  setelah penuh sabar mencari dan berharap. lagi dan lagi lagi. atau samaada. ramai lagi yang gila tidak menemukan punca. akhirnya, kita memutuskan untuk berhenti. malah digumpal lagi serabut. serabutkan?

falling into the deepest darkest depth. if not succumb to death, it will reach the surface back. slowly, but surely and stronger. owh light in the sky and from the rock bottom, come please come. show the way up above, even    with the only dimmest flicker.

introvert. once something is not right, things will be kept inside. concealed thightly in a case with an iron lock. no one should know. it will be rotten alone and in 100% silence. when time comes, it may fade into dust, gone unnoticed. or it may decay into a pungent unpleasent smell, hated by many passerby. and both still hurt in a way u cannot control. please, just keep surviving no matter what.in

 Sometimes, we really want to go back to our past live. as for me, it was the time when in was in medical school in Volgograd, Russia. I think that was the most enjoyable period of life to be cherished. I want to go back to appreciate every moment spent, to do more, to travel more, to explore more, to talk and socialize more with peoples around me. And if there is one thing I regretted  the most, it was the chance to capture all these memories into pictures to be kept and cherished today. At times when we are tired of everything, those captured memories can ease the burden a bit, to put a smile on our face, and it felt like the old me pat on the back and say ' it's ok buddy, everything gonna be good' in this period of life as an adult, we are totally need to adapt, to adjust everything accordingly. We had responsibilities on shoulder, expectations need to be fulfilled, and money to be earned. ok whatever. let's meet the life ahead us.